Since more than one year now i feel that something is wrong in your life and you are trying to find a way out.
During that time i felt you the way we were together. Those feeling were exactly the same. I could see you and you were blossoming, a full sunshine all over you. You were in love. 
The last few day i feel that you are sad and disappointed and in a self destruction mode. This is not you. You are a sunshine for the people around you.You are very precious to you family, friends and .... to people like me. Please take care of yourself. Find that sunshine you always have. I'm here always for you to talk to me.
TQM

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MCBA Letter 1

Hi,
today is again one of those days that i saw you and i wanted to stop you, touch you, hold you in my hands, speak to you, smell the summer and the sunshine coming out of you. I'm missing you. Every day. Today that feeling is bigger. I had again the dreams. I cannot contact you to ask you if you are ok. I need you to know that i'm worried and love you as always. I never stopped loving you . i never stopped needing you, to hear you. I need to hear you. When you want please call me. i need to hear you. Don't say anything just be there. I'm selfish with all my needs, i never asked your needs. of course those do not include me. i wanted to be there, in you arms, in your heart, in your thoughts, in you feelings. I will give anything in my life to accomplish this. is what it keeps me going every day. What i wish every day. To be there and we could be together. I writing those because i wish you read them and answer me, or call me and tell me to....... FEY Kostis